And your not even

This story is about and man who rapes a younger boy. So, if that bothers you, please go read another story because I can\'t go back and change what happened to me. Here it is.

I was out drinking again, in the middle of the night and I was horny again, really horny. I was hitchhiking , when an older 40-45 whiteman picked me up and drove behind a closed market and parked.

I don\'t remember either of us having said anything, so I was shocked when he did that. How did he know, that I could be had?

He reached over and started undoing my pants and when he had them open and saw that I was wearing panties, he completely changed and made me suck him, instead of him sucking me, like I think he was going to do, in the beginning.

I hadn\'t been sucking on it very long, when he pulled me up off of it, telling me that he wanted to take me home with him and I let him.

As soon as we were at his apartment, he made me go into the bedroom and get undressed and lay down on the bed, on my back, while he got undressed at the foot of the bed and climbed up, spreading my legs and getting inbetween them. I watched as he slipped his hands under my ass and raised it up, so he could get at me.

I could feel his cock head, poking at me, searching, searching for my little asshole and everytime he\'d find it and push against it, it would close even tighter and not let him in. I wanted him to do me but in that position, it was almost impossible because my butt cheeks were squeezed closed, trying to hold me up, like that. And so was my little asshole.

All at once he dropped me and almost screamed at me, \ Your not gay \ and I said, \ No \. and he asked me why I was going out and letting men do me and I told him about the 2 older 55-65 blackmen that had done me back there, when I was only 17 and how I had ended up liking it. And now, it was like I had to go out once or twice a month, to get my \ ITCH \ scratched. The itch that the blackmen had let up inside of me, so many years ago.

I asked him why he liked to do boys in the ass and he told me because his Mother turned gay, while he was away in the Army. I never did understand that one.

He had gotten us a beer, while we were talking and when they were finished he made me get back up on the bed and RAPED me, there\'s no other way to say it. I kept screaming and begging him to stop but he couldn\'t or wouldn\'t and I started crying but he still wouldn\'t stop. It was like he was taking out all of his hatred for his Mother turning gay, on my little asshole and there was no way that I could stop it, until he had finished with me and left his white cum, up inside of me.

The whole thing was so vicious to my mind that I can\'t even remember it being over or leaving his apartment or even him driving me back to my car.

My little asshole throbbed for the whole night, after the abuse that it had just taken.