Wulfgars Adventures in Cyber Role

Role playing sex in chat has completely altered my viewpoint on sex and women. I was too ignorant to understand there are many more people in this world that are turned on by the same things as me and much more that fantasize about things that are even more extreme, many times illegal in real life.

I clearly remember an instance when I was sitting alone in my cold, dark living room in my FTL boxers. The sink was full of filthy dishes covered in flies and I had no excuse, the dishwasher was inches away. The counter was littered with half eaten hungry man dinners and dirty glasses, mostly with remnants of diet ginger ale and smeared with greasy fingerprints. I was sitting before this very computer and role playing sex with a black Brazilian girl, a very pretty young lady. She likes to play an innocent enslaved centaur and I am always happy to oblige with collars and crops. I was her disciplining owner and was up to my elbow in her as she came and it seemed as normal as chatting to my sister at work.

To any onlooker to my life I am a very conservative single white male living in a rural Virginia town. I live alone, I drive a pick up, I fish, I shoot, I golf and I always vote Republican. For all outward appearances, I am a conservative straight white southern male. Inwardly I am that man as well; however I am also a man who would cyber fist a Brazilian centaur if I thought it would make her happy, make her come.

I have several stories posted on this site and they have had a mixed reception. If you like Vikings, Im your guy. My highest rated story is a lesbian tale. It has always made me happy that writing about something I cant experience had garnered the most positive response. I write stories as a sexual release from my conservative lifestyle and enjoy reading all the stories posted very much. Cyber role play is much different.

I had role played growing up, D&D and the like, and enjoyed it very much. Sexual role play is much different, much better, because there is something sexual and naughty and sometimes deviant involved and doesnt that make everything better? Cyber role plays is a reward for being somewhat literate and creative, if you can hump your fist while you type you are a writer, a lover, an athlete, yes, an Olympian. The main difference from simply writing a story is of course the instant feedback and input of an interested party, hopefully bent on coming during play. I had never cybered before I found role playing chats. What follows are my experiences, told for my release and for any morbid interest you might have.

Megan was my first and my dearest, as such things go. I met her while I was just checking out chat rooms. I wandered into Yahoo adult role play and looked at all the rooms. Schoolgirls that want to be dominated interesting. I went in. There were only a couple ladies, or lady characters, in the room. I was checking out one profile and reading the story she wanted to play. She was to be a girl whose father had sold her to a gangster to pay off some mystery debt. The young lady was attending a private school for girls and was plucked from her life to be the property of a stranger (I later came to find Megan always liked to be the innocent, virginal girl in a bad situation). I messaged her as the gangster character. She replied in character. Success. I was the mean old bad guy who was to take her maidenhead. One problem. Megan played the girl as being sixteen. I stopped and told her I couldnt do that and we talked out of character for a while. Eventually we started again with her as an eighteen year old. A little difference, but one I needed. I dont fuck kids in real life and I certainly dont fantasize about it. If she is to be innocent, she must at least be legal.

I came while we role played. I had the innocent one jerk me off with her panties while I fingered her to climax. I made her my personal toy to Megans delight. The next day food tasted better and the sun was brighter. I had successfully cybered. I craved much more. Over the following few weeks Megan and I played all sorts of things, from elves to dragons (I loved being a dragon). She was so creative and so good at being original with her stories; there was no sex with out an elaborate set up. Most times we would play for three or four hours before we would get off. For some reason, we drifted apart, possibly because I was getting little sleep from our long role plays. She had given me a good taste and I was hungry for more.

I started hanging around role play chat rooms looking for a good time. Eventually I found the Medieval Sex Tavern in Yahoo Adult Role Playing user rooms, MST for short. There I found a home base of people similar to myself. Most there were of the same taste as I, a flair for the dark ages and magical places. For a republican, I sure do get off on fantasy role play and fantasy art more than one would think. Using what I had learned about role playing from Megan, I started conversations that led to more.

One early success was a nameless woman form Seattle. I have pictures of her masturbating with a big red vibrator on my computer. She liked to be tied up and fucked silly after a good licking. We got along great that one night but we have never done it again. I will have to look her up. She promised me a live show on cam.

Then there was Silk, who I was never sure if I was fucking or fighting. At one point she kicked me in the head. I then explained that I was as cuddly as I was viscous and to please refrain from bludgeoning me. Silk is very sexy and erotic and a pleasure to play with. She also understands how much fun it is to screw around and not get emotions while cybering. The line of fantasy and reality gets blurred for some.

Stormy is a cuddle buddy I never actually made love to. She needs attention and affection and I would cyber with her if I didnt think I would be her husband in her mind. Stormy is sweet as she can be and very descriptive to play with.

Raven is kinky and I love it. She likes to lactate, she plays an elven breed that lactates constantly, breasts always heavy and swollen and leaking. Oh yes, I like her a lot. I drink from her as often as I can and make soft love after I have drunk. Now she fancies herself to be pregnant. This will be fun as I have recently cybered with her while her sexy buddy licked her freshly shaved pussy. Oh yes, I do enjoy Raven.

Lella was my mate for a time. She craved attention so much that she would allow me to come in her if I promised never to leave her. We made love so passionately so often I really did begin to have feeling for her. The lines became too blurry with her and I had to leave my mate. I credit her with introducing me to furry love as we both played wolves as well. She told me she masturbated with a tapered candle while we played. I liked her a lot, but she became too possessive. I keep slaves and she was jealous, but more on that later.

Faith is a sub I cybered with once but now she serves a Gorean Master. Goreans follow the books of some dirty old man that created a world of dominant Conan like men. Women are subjugated sex slaves and have their own caste system. While I hold slaves, I call them concubines and am not a cruel Gorean. I am a loving Master. I miss Faith, but some desire cruelty in their fantasy life. When I think of Gor play, it seems like something a downtrodden little man would like, to push around women.

Randi was an enigma, another sub. I never knew when she was speaking real life or role playing. She claimed to have been trained from a young age by her father to serve a real life master. She always called herself this one and claimed to be from Jamaica. Hell, she could be a sixty year old man from Maine for all I know, but she knows how to polish a cyber knob. Then one day she just left saying her father beat her for playing and she was gone. Did I mention she said she was a stripper at a bondage club? Wow.

Kitten, my sweet Kitten, my favorite and dearest, she is a sub as well and knows me better than any other. We have long periods where we do not see each other and that makes the cyber sex amazing. I have her collared and marked as mine with a necklace. I adore her and gift her with much lingerie. I miss her right now. If ever one lived to serve and be needed, it is Kitten. Yet she still maintains her I dont know, she seems a sub yet very confident and dignified as well. I truly adore her company.

There are a few times when it all got too real, when pictures were exchanged and things went south for both parties, but not with my Kat. She is Canadian and as cute as a summer day is long. While she plays one who is less creative and descriptive, she sincerely enjoys my efforts and lets me know when she comes. A cutie pie, a sweetheart and one I live to please. I miss her as well.

There are ten times as many that didnt work well. Its a lot like fishing. Fan cast, cover it all, you have to fish all the water. There are also many one night stands, some that liked being chained up and whipped by a masked man, some who liked being screwed by red demons and some who like to cuddle and snuggle fuckle as furry critters. As a whole I find I end up with subs, maybe because they are easier to attain. Thats why I always enjoy a free womans touch more.

I have learned many things about women and myself through this. Many women fantasize about a man controlling them in every way even though in real life they would despise this behavior. Women can be kinkier than I ever gave them credit for, very imaginative when it comes to time and place and that is what makes the story. I have learned that I need not masturbate when I cyber, I want her to come, to take long breaks in typing and misspell a lot of words. Later Ill jerk off lying in a comfortable bed and think of them and my own twisted thoughts. I long to find a good player who will call me daddy and be my lil cyber girl, but no age play, like I said, I dont fuck kids. A girl in the summer before college would be best. And pink panties are a must.

At one point it was work, cyber, eat, cyber, sleep, and work. That was very unhealthy and bad for my job as well. I have grown less reliant on it for release and now amuse myself for a little while each day. Although I think I want to go check out the rooms right now. The possibility has occurred to me that I am playing with other lonely men, but Id say that from what I have seen in pics and read in play that if any were, they were very good so it truly does not matter. Eventually Ill get bored with this and write stories again. I think this play can only enhance my weak writing skills, so I will play on and get more ideas and release. The next time you see a single white conservative male out in public; imagine him making love to a centauress.